Thursday, December 22, 2011

Modern Manifesto (Walled off Streets but Occupied by who?)

I will fight for my button pushing
resume typing book searching digits
until the rusted metal gates shut and
the Wi-Fi fades into the cracked concrete
by the bus stop that takes me to the subway
on my way home.


I will fight against the narrow-minded power
hungry pretend subway riding CEO slurping
billionaire mayors and governors who want
to give a free pass to the rich while extracting
the stitches out of the state: civil service workers,
firemen, policemen, teachers, librarians, nurses,
who hold our bodies together, our homes, our
minds with masking tape, construction paper,
staples, presence and a hose on a ladder.


I will fight, I will sit-in, stand-in, sleep-in on the
Capital stairways, petition until slime and grime
and crimes are rectified? And the crust is removed
from your eyes and the rich have one less summer
home to return to, one less yacht, one less crystal
chandelier or Camaro so the state can pay its bills
and I can continue to live my lower middle class
economic dreams and not be so scared that I will
let my parts up/off breaking at the seams…


I will fight because the termites are multiplying
and the dragons are spewing fire onto our rapidly
disintegrating paychecks and wrecking our non-
existent saving abilities further. I ask your mr.
volition, mr. politician what about my crashing
ceiling?, my debt ceiling, the parasites collecting
my sanity in a locked box of broken legal tender
and throwing away the key?


And I will fight because I am more than just vexed
by hexes I don’t believe at moment like these,
but I do believe in a potluck of bad luck, of tyrants
and schmucks mangling my entirely shriveled futures
forcing me into a darkness, a creature afraid of light,
and moving onward….

by Micah Zevin 2011

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Complexes (The Modern Condition#+++always occupied with itself....)

I pop lozenges like they were Xanax. I am not a phallic symbol (cymbal?). At work, when I point fingers I am statuesque and somnambulant and intuitive. I clean myself in the staff bathroom as if I’d been exposed or inflicted with germ warfare. I am a zombie so in order to think properly his/her/your brain (unseen forces) must be consumed, even if inadequate or tainted or mangled in some way, because I will never be satiated, satisfied so it will never conclude until you chop off my head as if I was some kind of many pronged modern digitized Medusa. I only drink tea on the slim chance that the crumbled leaves will offer me some wisdom about paradoxes, dilemma’s that have become inscrutable to me in the face of advertisements, chemical dependence, economic anxiety. Maybe, as a result of being resistant to suggestion and easily distracted (ADD)by shiny sexy things it is difficult to form a sentence or some sporadic revisionist poetic histories and click send click send, impatience praying like/to some kind of literary/illiterate living gods…. by Micah Zevin 2011

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Projections or Projectiles....Occupied...my blog reborn one year later...

Projections or projectiles…? (Occupied)

Am I free? I’m not free. What’s free mean anyway?
Putting your snout in the trough with the other
assembled pigs at feeding time until the whistle
blows and it is time to go. Sitting on the couch
in a trance, watch DVR programs and cablevision
while the debt mounts and the bills go unpaid.
Nothing is free in this world excerpt or not even
your anguish at foreclosing, being homeless,
forget about not even accomplishing your goals,
living up to the standards of your parents, your wife,
your children yet to be born. Do I have time to be
forlorn when I can’t get what I need and feed the
blood of my fortune beholden to your expectations,
your disappointments, your apparitions?

by Micah Zevin November 2011....folks

My blog Reborn ha ha ha ha lol! read on if you dare....